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The Cult of Personality

by Meadows Electrics Van

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boxem i love these recordings, it's just so pure and simple. just a plain recording without the polish we all want to add on our music. her voice sounds kind, pure and has some naiveness in it in some way.
beautiful!
Favorite track: What in the World.
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1.
my mother covers her face in slime to undo the strange course of time that pulls with her heart and plays on her brain of what she is now that she can't change magic potion tell me the secrets you keep cause i haven't looked in the mirror for a week my mother dares to tempt fate it's all she can do before she breaks but i am her, she's barely different to anything my body is a machine it breaks daily mends just to fall apart again and though i fear the limit i live in it oh just to realise how scary it could be, how i could spend my life being nothing at all falling fossil all on a sea bed thoughts in my head of completely anything oh to be feeling completely enlightened and never be frightened of all that's living but i am her, she's barely different to anything
2.
i sit alone on the bathroom floor and stare at myself more and more each day not out of vanity of self loathing just curiosity of how much my body could take my capability is beyond my comprehension my body becomes everything i suffer and carry the burden of long lost intention i bleed to pay for original sin well everybody does but we feel it the most i could grow gardens in spring and kill them in winter i own the world i created it all I've won the award of god's favourite sinner and my certificate hangs on my bedroom wall well everybody does but we feel it the most
3.
oh i'll pick up the pieces tomorrow once the damage is done i won't be the only one once the story ends i'll just tell it all again oh i'll pick up the pieces tomorrow you talk so much shit and i can see straight through it doing everything you've been told quickly it gets old
4.
my best friend drew a picture of me I've been frozen at seventeen a moment i'll never get back hidden in ancient artefacts true love waits it's turn in all the things i'll learn i will grow and grow and grow and grow and still might not ever know i could dream of you mistakes come around they always do I've sealed the crack in the closed door i'm sure I've been here before i'm hanging around for i'm looking out for something wonderful i wanna know what it's all about
5.
falling asleep on the edge of a mountain my only allegiance is to the sky throwing my luck into a fountain so one day it will come alive landsite fill my dreams with flowers and sit alone on a concrete bay electric lines city of towers it's all i need to fade away ignore every instruction they give me and live in a city that's too busy for me to ever find a home though it's the only place i've ever known coat my skin in your emotion it's too transparent for me to care i live quietly in the salty ocean if you need me you can find me there its big enough for me to share with you
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yesterday i was born in a cardboard box like a container i went and filled myself up and emptied my body into this world i'm emptying my body into this world i want it all i want it all to be mine i'm not the only one though i realise such simple things can give me such joy oh I'm not staying home anymore i know today anything can happen i wanna open all the windows i wanna jump out and fly and if i think too much about it i swear i might even try i wanna role down the hillsides i wanna be picked by your fingers i wanna float in the deep blue sea and be the salt in the air when it lingers i wanna scream into distance i wanna be choked by emotion i want to be in complete existence i want the whole world in motion no i'm not staying home anymore i know today anything can happen

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released October 26, 2018

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