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1.
i saw glowing flames and didn't even recognise that i was going under i called out your name but my voice was never over the lightning and the thunder oh come harshly and loudly too oh never quietly as if there's nothing else to do
2.
driving 02:41
once i get around this bend i'll find an ounce of confidence to make it to the end of the road and once the road comes to an end i'll have to do this all again and listen to the things i've been told and the lights are turning green now the line behind is long and won't give in so i guess its up to me now to practice all that I've been learning it doesn't matter who you are the stupidest person can drive a car so in that alone i think ill be ok but they're coming at me with glaring lights won't give in without a fight and in the moment i can see it all this silver vehicle will send me to my grave
3.
beautiful 01:24
beautiful she's so beautiful and i am nothing at all she's a ballerina im a scared dreamer she's dancing circles around me as i continue to fall i planted seeds on a sunny day but was so naive to expect the rain and it never came so nothing grew there are many things i can never change and many things with no one else to blame its always the same nothings ever new
4.
cooking pasta every night i wander if the worlds alright I'm living without a phone I'm living with my friends but they're living alone locked inside their bedrooms on balconies beneath the moon i know we'll be leaving soon i know they'll be leaving soon
5.
i saw phil elverum at some place in hackney i looked at him he stared straight back at me i swore he played the same song for an hour and the person behind me forgot to take a shower I'm making eye contact at a rave its not normal for me to behave this way I've already considered the possibilities but I'm too timid and shy to catch him as he leaves
6.
money song 02:36
nothing is free nothing in this world comes for free and poor old silly me i'm young and dumb with no money it's my turn lessons to learn they're coming fast how long does this last theres always a price everything comes with a price and its not always nice but its not always worth the fight
7.
gift shops 02:18
you're still stealing from gift shops i don't think you'll ever stop its for the thrill until it becomes a crime everyone thats simple is strange everyone mispronounces my name its been the same ever since the beginning of time we ran in the dark and screamed i froze when i realised you couldn't breathe it wasn't just me who didn't know what to do im glad that she was there coz even though we cared she was the only one who knew how to comfort you why do my good ideas come when the moments disappeared by then its too late im gonna steal a car im gonna drive very far to the sea don't mind me i'll be ok
8.
great escape 01:45
you look puzzlingly at me as i squirm and nervously struggle to search for the answer to your impossible question so i tell stories and say things i don't believe myself to fill the air in our small dining room conversation the room is gradually emptying as they leave through open doors but i am still dancing alone in circles on a quiet floor oh no I'm running from home as if its just another day theres no particular reason that begs me to stay so I've left my note and planned my great escape
9.
vividly i see myself with you more than i see myself within the true life I'm in i could roll over you like rolling down a mountain we could spread out together like water in a fountain all that time i was way over here all that time you were way over there we're much more different than i thought we were there's no love without delusion there's no hope without confusion you seem to be everything and i have no idea what i'm doing
10.
i really thought i knew you i really thought i knew you but what a silly thing to do to hold onto the idea of you i really thought i knew you your username makes no sense your username makes no sense though i try and find a way i just can't relate to your life in present tense if i took one more step too far id fall off the edge of the earth there's so much space between us but i feel you next to me you're the sun, the moon and the stars so soon to be the death of me

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released September 17, 2019

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